This is pathetic
I'm depressed. I've spent half of the day curled into a ball on my bed. I have about $73 in my checking account. My credit card bill is $135. The money in my checking account is supposed to buy me gas which it will cost me $50 to fill up the tank, and then food for the rest of the week. How much does that equal to? Being fucked. I really want to get out of this quagmire of debt. I don't like paying interest and all of these fees. I don't like juggling payments and preparing myself to eat cereal for an entire week. I'm at my wit's end here. I'm seriously debating about asking my mom for money but to be honest I'd rather have my arm chopped off. Woe is me. I'm actually afraid to eat. It's almost 7pm EST and I have not had a single morsel of food. I would need to go grocery shopping today but that means that I'll have to waste gas, and then deplete the money that I'm supposed to use for that credit card bill, and gas to get to work.
I'm also not sure about what to do in regards to school. I think that I'll write an appeal since the university rejected my application. What's the harm in me giving them all my money anyway? My problem is that I'm a procrastinator, I like to have fun first before doing work. Seeing that I have a total of 82 credits under my belt really wants to make me get my degree before I turn 30. I don't want to be in this lame ass job that I'm in now. It's nice for some people but I don't care 2 shits about some of the people that I talk to over the phone. It's really a pet peeve when people don't have manners and more than half of the people that I talk to or like that. Plus I take offense when they yell at me. So now you see that's the wrong profession for me to be in. Oh and the fact that I don't even make 20,000 a year.
Right now my dream job is something that's not that physical, where I don't have to talk or work with dummies, and doesn't require paperwork.
I need to change. I need to be a better person. I need to be more driven. I need a sugar daddy. Just kidding. Well, not really.
Time for change.
I'm also not sure about what to do in regards to school. I think that I'll write an appeal since the university rejected my application. What's the harm in me giving them all my money anyway? My problem is that I'm a procrastinator, I like to have fun first before doing work. Seeing that I have a total of 82 credits under my belt really wants to make me get my degree before I turn 30. I don't want to be in this lame ass job that I'm in now. It's nice for some people but I don't care 2 shits about some of the people that I talk to over the phone. It's really a pet peeve when people don't have manners and more than half of the people that I talk to or like that. Plus I take offense when they yell at me. So now you see that's the wrong profession for me to be in. Oh and the fact that I don't even make 20,000 a year.
Right now my dream job is something that's not that physical, where I don't have to talk or work with dummies, and doesn't require paperwork.
I need to change. I need to be a better person. I need to be more driven. I need a sugar daddy. Just kidding. Well, not really.
Time for change.
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