Better days?

In my previous post I revealed that I was depressed. Today is one of my down days. I just paid rent and I have about 100 to last me for two weeks. I might be able to fit my groceries on a credit card. It's weird, I was feeling so confident today. I felt that there was a light at the end of the tunnel. I felt that therapy would get me over this hump. Then I remembered I have to pay for therapy and it's going to be hard to do that since I'm broke!

Today I submitted my appeal to be re-admitted back to the University. I think it was well written and I don't think that they will automatically check the reject box. I THINK that I'll get back in but I'm not that confident to start picking out my courses just yet. If I don't get in I'll continue with therapy for as long as I possibly can. I'll also apply for a new job elsewhere. I hope to find one in advertising or maybe working for a company that deals in entertainment. Apparently one get's a lot of freebies if you work in that realm.