My life is crap

Well where do I begin? It's been awhile since I've posted something. The huge weight loss that I had? I gained it all back and more. I was fired from my job in December 2011 and I've been unemployed since. To top it all off I applied for unemployment and I didn't get it. I applied for Social Security and didn't get that. I've applied for jobs and I didn't get those either. I'm supposed to file for bankruptcy but I can't bring myself to fill out the paperwork. The only good thing in my life right now is the fact that I'm getting good grades in the classes that I'm taking. My mom is retiring this month and I would really like it if I didn't have to depend on her financially.